"Okay," Enya said--the whole word this time, not her usual Island slang. Indeed, her demeanor was suddenly more formal than Rowellan had ever seen it, a far cry from her usual playful, breezy warmth. Even Pepper looked back at her and nodded as though he understood.
"Rowy, did say Pepper be my Fire, and Tayu my Seeing. Maybe you think that means they stand for those things, like carvings stand for stories or gods. Is not so. When do have Pepper make fire, is my fire he make; my breath he take in and blow out; my strength and braveness and power and running and even my fierceness. Pepper not 'stand for' anything. Pepper be me, that part of me which is Fire. I lose him, I lose my Fire. He not exist without me. Apart from me, yes. But not without me, and not if I not did have Fire in me to begin with.
"Same-same for Tayu. When I say Tayu be my Seeing, I not mean my eyes. Na, 'Seeing' among my People means seeing into, seeing through, knowing invisible things like Spirit-world or someone's heart. When Seafolk say 'I See you', is to say they know your heart. Not your mind or all else about you, but your heart, what kind of person you be, even if you not sure yourself. Imagine losing that, after being born with it and having it so strong that it shows outside you as an owl who travels with you and guides you. Imagine losing that. Is what I be like if I lose Tayu. Be lost and blind and cut off from Spirit-world.
"Is like that for all Soul-friends. They be soul-shards, more like it. Living ones, with own Being. And when they come out of their balls, yah, they solid and real, hungry or bored or eager to play; soft or scratchy, chipper or snooty--these things be their own. But powers they have be my power. You know them, you know me. Do all-the-time worry 'bout someone taking them, stealing their balls from me. Thief not gain anything by it; they not parts of his soul, but mine; they not gonna obey him. But me without them--any of them, all of them--I not be Enya anymore 'cept as spirit in branches of Mother-tree.
"This is what I protect you with on journey. My whole Being. And this is what you gotta protect for me, these parts of me that be strong enough, brave enough to live out in the world. Is much too easy, someone take my belt, unless I sleep high up or make myself wee-small or have Tayu hide me in spaces between stars."